Things Fall Apart

I don’t apologize for the lack of recent posts. Some things are better thought through in private. Here is a paragraph from an e-mail I just sent to a friend:

God and I have been in a fight the past couple of weeks. He always wins. Yet, there is still a part of me that enjoys the fight. It my be my redhead temper. Maybe this time I will end up with a broken spirit, crushed pride and a deeper dependence on Him.

Pray for me. Emotions are flowing forth. Anger is all the rage. Depression lurks in the darkness.